TRULY ITISHA

खुद को खुद की बातें बताकर देखो।  आईना निहारकर खुद को टटोलकर तो देखो। संसार के रोशन - बेरोशन दीपक तो खूब निहारे , अब ज़रा अंतर्मन की ज्योत को जलाकर तो देखो।  दुनिया की भीड़ में तो टहल लिए खूब, जनाब ज़रा खुद के साथ भी तो घूमने जाकर देखो।  आंको कि इसकी, उसकी, तेरी, मेरी करते करते क्या क्या खो दिया तुमने, अब जो खो दिया है उसको पाकर तो देखो।  बेशक छीना है! और होगा रस्म-ए-दुनिया ने तुमसे, अब ज़रा अपना अंतस भी तो संवार कर देखो।  लगा ली खूब दौड़ भेद सी चाल में तुमने, अब ज़रा दौड़कर खुद में वापस आ कर तो देखो।  देखो कि क्या खोया क्या पाया तुमने, जो खोया है वो पाकर और जो पाया है उसे संवारकर तो देखो।  खुद को खुद कि बातें बताकर तो देखो। -इतिषा दुबे 

I was seeking for answers to my questions..... Since, two three days I could feel Abba (Jesus) being away from me. I was going through a very bad time. 14th April 2015, night I cried out loud... I said.... Abba (Jesus) I am seeking for the answers to my questions. I don't understand your plans and your moves for my life. I could sense you are going away from me.... I cried out loud..... During my bad times loads of verses were coming my way, some of them are mentioned below: Verse 1: Philippians 1:29 "For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for Him." This was the very first verse I received two weeks ago early morning. I thought, I am all set to suffer for Him. Bring it on!! Because, now when I have tasted the glory of God, I can never return back and look back. But God planned something for me. This was a test for me. That very day I got a news that something very important was taken away from me. I had ...

He'll be with you more than a friend, Than a friend would himself. He'll give you more than the life. Than the life would itself. He'll come to you, whenever you call Him. He'll be your strength. He'll work out magics for you, He'll be your refuge. When in pain, He'll heal you. When you cry, He'll lead you to peace. When in doubt, He'll answer you. When you happy, He'll rejoice. When in dark, He'll be your light. When you commit sin, He'll show you the right way. But no, He'll never leave alone... No never, He'll leave you alone. If you trust Him, your soul will be glorified. If you don't, He'll still be with you. Choose what you want to.... Amazing love of Jesus we are blessed with.. In return He expects nothing. Happy Easter :)

Born from a virgin's womb, lying in manger bed, Was a humble and worthy lamb of God. He'll be the Saviour and has to deal with strife. Just to give you and me an everlasting life. All this was going to happen only because.... God so loved the world, That He gave His only son to be the light. And will be named Jesus, while he will be circumcised. But after all this He will be crucified. Behold, because He will rise again third day, And then.... He will be the way, the path and the faith of life. He will be the king, and then His kingdom will have no end. Jesus.. Holy is the name, holy are You. My words can never be enough to thank you, For everything You did and everything You are doing for me. No, nothing would be enough even if I fall upon my knee. I was a lost creature, struggling for peace on this earth. Till I found You, and was blessed with a new birth. You became my path, You became my guide. Your words taught me living a righteous life. And now You...

You have been a great friend, And you will be till the end. I am happy that I met you, And glad that I got to know you. I remember the first time we met, Just a formal "Hi" was all we said. And now, we share our smiles, We wipe each others' tears, Feels like we have been together since years. You know all my secrets and I know all of yours, Even the surprise plans for each other we used to disclose. All those moments we spend together, Good or bad, happy or sad, Will be saved right inside our heart. All those moments spend with you were great, Now the time has come to separate. It's time for our future, which is in our hands, Having so many dreams and so many plans. Wishing you all the success in your life, May you stand in future shining bright. Then we will meet again someday, Reaching pur goals and living our dreams. Therefore today, I won't ask you to stay, Go ahead!! Fly like a kite, Coz, you deserve to be in lime light. And now it...

We only shared a fleeting glimpse.. Never caught each other's eye.. And now we are special for each other.. Fate has told me why?? It has been long.. Looking into each other's eyes and smiling. :) Just a smile of you makes my world amazing.. This surge of emotions, for sure has some meaning. I wasn't sure whether I am thinking right, But my doubt was clear that particular night.. We both met and it rained.. It was actually blessings of God that we gained. But this is not so easy.. For there are times when my thoughts go hazy.. Compelled by the situation, I think a lot.. Which is making me crazy. Now when I've realized what I feel.. All I need is to look at your face.. All I need us to look at you smile.. All I need is to look into your mind.. And understand what you feel deep inside. But... If, if I ever have guts to say it to you, I imagine, how would you feel?? I wonder if, if I'd ever get to be with you.. The way I am willing to. These t...

She is the one, who gives you life, She is the one whom you expect to become a wife. She becomes a mother, she is a friend. She is the one to take carefor you till the end. She sacrifices; she puts herself in pain, Still she smiles and of course has to look over all your complaints. She’s raped, she’s tortured and she’s abused, Told her she is nothing and will always be used. She was a sweet baby, when she was born, But at the age of fourteen, her clothes were muscularly torn. She was a delicate girl when she became a wife, And now, all she deals is strife. She is a human as you and me, I consider she ought to have the same liberty. She has the right to live the way she wants, She has the right to set her soul free. She thinks twice before she wears a skirt, Because of those mind that’s full of dirt. She can’t wear what she wants, Because of fellow men’s eyes that haunts. Is this not really very unfair? Yes of course, it is. It’s an act of injustice, I sole...

What are you doing to me?? I am loosing all my senses for you... What are you doing to me?? I can't stop thinking about you.. What is that??? What did you do???? I can't stop caring for you.. Babiiee!!! What have you done to me???? I have completely fallen for you.. Not a single moment passes without your thoughts in my mind.. Darling... Is this love, that's making me blind??? Baby!! What did you do?? I lost my soul over you.. It's not my fault.. But it's you... You are an angel, You are divine, You are so simple, Babiee!!! I just wanna make you mine.... It's silly, it's crazy.. Here I scribble fifth time writing this.. God!!! It's making my thoughts hazy.. Am I out of my mind??? I don't want to believe it's true.... Yea...it's just a phase of life... Or do I have a choice to deny????? Ohk.... I agree... I open my heart and now it's free.. Go, tell the person I have fallen for.. Tell him, how much I l...

Shining sun,raga of birds and soothing air... Oh!! Its a morning so fair. :) And, today I've a feeling to share. The Breeze passing by me.. Says..."let your emotions FREE".......... Shout aloud, laugh and take all the pleasure.. Coz... What you feel today is better than any leisures.... :! :) I damn care the people today.. I want everything likely to stay.. YEAH......!!!!!!!!! I've a feeling deep inside.. which i wanno share with him sitting right beside.. The soothing air reminds me,his smell.. God!! these emotions!!!!....... How do I understand them so well.... I've only got his thoughts inside my mind.... His love has totally made me blind... Yeah!! I've a feeling today  And I want everything likely to stay.. Dreams come true, life seems divine As... I've someone so special..whom I can proudly say "He's mine"... Now my world seems awesome Somebody has come to make my lif...

A Boy Got Caught In Class Throwing Paper Airplanes. Teacher Gave Him Punishment To Write 5000 Times... "I Will Not Throw Paper Airplanes In Class." And Submit It Tomorrow. Next Day, He Submitted The Paper Written... using System; using System.Collections.Generic; using System.Text; namespace Punishmentwork {   class punishment  {    public void fivektime()     {      int N;     for( N=1 ; N<=5000 ; N++ )    Console. Writel ine("I Will Not Throw Paper Airplanes In Class");     }   } class object    {     static void Main(string[] args)     {     punishment p1=new punishment     p1.fivektime();     }   } } Be A Programmer. . . Think Differently. . :P

A good programmer can play GOD. I can create a world. Create Objects, destroy objects, create parents , sibling and changed them to nothing by the swipe of my hand. But I do not cause I understand the importance of inheritance. I won't grab you, I will grep you. I understand loops & stacks like the back of my hand. My worst fear is running out of memory. For me beans are not just food, and swings aren't child's play. My grace is only matched by the grace in which my programs exit. I don't care what your name is .. you might be an anonymous inner class, I don't discriminate. I put exceptions cause I love you. That i know how to treat the person is evident from the way they look at the console. I Am only limited by imagination and the language I use. Scripting, functional & iterative languages all are just weapons. But I leaves all this 'fun' in order to solve some real world problems. Be humbled by my presence and be thankful.

The day I came in this world, Your's was the first voice I heard.. :) Your whispering gently reached my ears. And that's the very first day we are attached since years... :) Today when I'am at this age.. It's all because of you and you never enraged.. :) It's all because of your love and affection.. I'am so lucky to have a dad who never made any objection... :) You've always been there for me and I've never really said thank you. No matter where I was or what you were doing, You came to me and rescued me. But I never really said thank you.  Thank you Daddy for every thing you have done only for me.. Thank you Daddy for showing the right path to me.. Thank you Daddy for all your hard work and compassion.. Thank you Daddy for all that you have for me in your emotions.. :)                             '                 ...

Dil ki dhadkan ko kaun samjhega Meri uljhan ko kaun samjhega... Ek beti agar na ho ghar mein.... Ghar ke aangan ko kaun samjhega. Dost bankar ke jo rehte hain saath harpal... Aise dushman ko kaun samjhega. :) Ab na krna rishton ki baatein na humse... Tute hue darpan ko kaun samjhega. Shaq-e-ruswaiyan na ho jin rishto mein Yaqeen-e-sagar ko kaun samjhega. Man mein na ho agar adhure sapne Behti hawaao ki udano ko kaun samjhega... Chhipne lage agar har chehre pardon pichhe.. Aaine ki sirat ko phir kaun samjhega....... Honthon pe na ho koi geet agar kisi ke.. Har aur jeet ke mayno ko kaun samjhega... Gum ke baadal na chhaye agar dunia mein  Khushi ki khushiyon ko kaun samjhega.... Raat ka andhiyaara na dekhein jo Subah ke ujiyaaro ko kaun samjhega...... Ho jaaye agar maangne se har cheez haasil  Jharno ke gir ke uthne ko phir kaun samjhega... Dil ki dhadkan ko kaun samjhega Meri uljhan ko kaun samjhega.... :)

There are        ANGELS                          God puts on this   EARTH.......                           Who care for us and guide us. You can feel their love and gentleness as they walk through life beside us. They do great thing for us every day they whisper in our ears, they even hold us in their hearts when we are filled with all our fears.  They are always there to give a hug and try to make us smile. They treat us with respect and love, they treat us like their child. God blessed me with an angel too, I'm proud to call my own. She's been with me throughout my life, been with me as I've grown. She's guided me the best she can, she's taught me like no other, and I'm thankful I'm the lucky one  as I got to call her                  ...

I realize that humor isn't for everyone............. Its only for people who wanno have                                                                                                     FUN........                               ENJOY LIFE......                                       &                               FEEL ALIVE.......:) :D                                         ...

  Just realised sumthng........ Experience speaks a lot......... What..??? only the one who suffers understands but ya it does.......... N who listens to d 1 xperienced can go thru a safe route.........

I never eva le my Studies n College come  in the way of ma education...........   .... who understand is Truly intelligent....n who don't they are just studying for their degrees........

Hey you...!!! yo u there!! I'm a gal.... A free independent girl... n if m out of your mind, Then just think m "CHURL"... I say m simple just others are... But they... alwayss smile n say I DIFFER... They say they don understand me.. I give a damn n say "LEMME B FREE"... If m soo very complicated then why the hell you are so interested..?? Yeah..!! m a kinda sorta gal.. n if m out of your mind, Then just think m "CHURL". They say its time I Grow Up, I say "GROW UP" my goodness... Thjis is the word i never heard of... They say m STUPID... I say..m a HAPPYY CUPID.. They say m not serious, I say m just too curious.... Yeah!! m a kinda sorta gal.. n if m out of your mind, Then just think m "CHURL".. They say my attitude can ruin anything.. I say, this is how i will get everything... They ask me to be polite... But I.. I just wanno be in the LIMELIGHT... They say m unpredictable... if  yes, so why aren't you soo capable..?? Its ...